21.11.11

Day 1

It's horrible waiting for a day you're dreading - today is that day for me - the day of Dread - T left at 5am and we won't see him until Easter.  It's pouring with rain and dismal outside - everything looks flat and grey - and that, quite frankly is how I feel.  But there is also a tinge of relief - the waiting is over, he's away and we can start crossing off the days.